pulled over at a "rest stop"

It's been so long I forgot about this blog.

And once I realized it still existed, I was considering deleting it. You know...get that nice, fresh start that everyone always wants when they feel they've messed up? Yeah. But then again, the so-called mistakes we've made in life shape who we are as people and are as important, if not more important than the good things we do in life. So they will stay here. Just as random and odd as I am...a nice reflection, I suppose.

So....what's going on with me? Nothing.

Am i excited about beginning my senior year in college? No.

Do i have ANY IDEA what i'm doing after i graduate? No.

Am i taking steps to shape my future in the work force? No.

Needless to say, i feel like a hopeless bum. I've been working so hard to get to a place in life and now that i'm right on the cusp of that destination i'm a little freaked out. Dont get me wrong, im still interested in completing the original plan, but now the question is whether or not the original path best suits me.

So i may take a year off after college.

I may not.

I'm not too sure of anything.

Well....i do know that i wanna go to sleep. I suppose i'll work to figure out everything else after i wake up.



So...........
my future is so bright
i cant see where i'm friggin goin.
...and i'm thinkin that's not good
AT ALL.
Oh, well.
NAP TIME!!! :)

ghost.
CGK: [[BARBiiE]]