Random Rambles for the day.

The word of the day is truth. (Well, actually it's plaudit, but for my purposes it's going to be truth)

TRUTH: a verified or indisputable fact, proposition, principle, or the like. Hmm...truth. Boy i tell ya. Although it is something that cannot be disupted, people sure love to live around it.

I myself have done the same. i am no saint, nor do i claim to be one. i could make up some of the most intricate tales and have everyone (including myself) believing every word. There were times when i would get my lies mixed up with the truth and swear up and down a lie i had made up actually happened. Yes, that was me...YEARS ago.

But with time i learned that you cant hide the truth. Whether it is a little white lie or a made up tale stretching years at a time, your lies will always catch up with you. Destiney said it best: "You can sweep things under the rug all you want, but one day someone is going to decided to clean that room, and all the dirt is going to be revealed."

So with this known, why lie? Why go around people's backs and pretend light you are living a life of happiness? Why sacrafice the happiness of someone else for something you probably shouldnt be partaking in to begin with? Are people really that selfish? Aparently so.

I dont have the intent to be a nag but i really want to get this off my chest. I'm tired of liars. I'm tired of being lied to, hearing lies, talking about lies, witnessing lies and anything of the like. I am in the mood to start outing people in their lies. Yes, i know that really wrong but geez...when will we hear the truth? Well, we acutally do hear the truth because all things done in the dark do come to the light. But it shouldnt take all of that.

Grrr...i suppose I'm just venting. I know i'll get over it. Eventually. Let us pray. (lol) But yall enojy whats left of the weekend. Tomorrow is a sad day because i take the practice MCAT. OH how said will i be at 2 tomorrow afternoon. :-/ (friggin med school requirements.)



Moral of the day:
honesty is the key!
i have one myself.
i'll make copies if you're in need of one.
maybe i'll sell them
i need some money.
ghost.
CGK: [[BARBiiE]]

Last Will & Testament: August 21, 2008

This medication I'm on has me feeling like I'm going to die soon so this is somewhat my will, more or less, i'm dropping knowledge on ya'll.

I know ya'll like why is she typing a blog if she's somewhat dying. Well...i'd rather be typing and sick instead of looking at the white walls and sick. So here goes:

Topic of the Day: being yourself

The best advice i can give to anyone is to be themselves. Doing things to please others will only drive you crazy. (that is part of the reason why i dont have any sense now...). And along with not working to please others, dont allow people to live their lives through you (once again, another mistake of mine).

I have never fit in with my assumed peers. This is mostly becuase of where i grew up and my life influences. Even now, i feel out of place around most people. My outgoing personality and general likeability (yes! new word!) is what has kept me afloat. In my head its like I'm the horse with spots living among zebras. For the most of my life, i shunned my spots, and i always did whatever it took to look like the zebras or please the zebras. Needless to say i was VERY UNHAPPY. But now, I'm like "shooooooot dont like my spots, look the other way" and its biting me in the ass.

Everyone that thought they knew me and my style and personality are saying that i'm going off the deep end because now....20 years after birth, the true me is coming out. Its very irritating. Its even more depressing and hurtful. And no matter what i do, no one can comprehend that the person they've been around was just a shell hiding the person they see before them. so basically, i'm being written off as someone who is following a trend. Yeah. Once again...this sucks.

So, the advice of the day is: BE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT!! Dont let the fear of not fitting in make you unhappy. Love who you are b/c God made you that way for a reason.



but yeah
I'm out
Gonna die in peace and quiet.
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Ghost
GENiiUS KiiD ♥

Times are hard. HAD to bring it back.

nuff said.
i'm ghost.
geniius kid.